LOVE IS LIFE

(dis one is for my angel)

never thought,

Dat U'l b my princess..

Of d WORLD,

M living in for SINCE.....

U make MY lyf,

so PURE..

Vid d LOVE of YOURS,

n lotz of more.....

U hav brighten MY lyf,

lyk PEARL shine...

I'l b there vid U,

Throughout my LYF :)

FRIENDSHIP FOR WHICH I HAD NO WORDS

(REALLY MISS YOU SAHIL... remembered you a lot when i was reading dis one... hope suhana is also fine wid u....true love and frndship should be learnt from u...... dont know where u r at present but hope u wud be touching glories.... GOD bless you dear)

tz d weekend tym....

wich i wait 4 long.....

as u'll be der....

vid me 2 talk : )

ur talk....

makez my day go fyn.......

bt 5 dayz without u......

itz hard 2 ,,,,survive

i wish ...

u hadn't 4goten me......

bt itz seemzzz....

i'm der smwhr in ur fading memory,,,,,,

tymmmm......

tymm is juss passing by,,,

only my memories r standing by....

dose were d bst momentz

whn i use 2 be vid u...

i wish u ....

d Bst lyf ----- d one ever had,,,,, :-bd

dunt knw wht u'll be thinking of me...

but u'll remain my bst frnd forever everrrrrrr..,,,

is d thing i wnt 2 say :)))))))))

INEXPRESSIBLE LOVE

(THE MOST SAD THING WHICH I EVER WROTE FOR MY FRND OR INFACT MY ELDER BROTHER WHO LOST HER LOVE....SORRY BHAIYA KOI FAYDA NHI HUA THA ISKA BHI....)

The first tym i saw her...

Never thght abt her...

Dayzz , monthz juss passed by..,

Nw it seems dat i love her

Everyday i used 2 see her.

She also seems 2 see me..

But i dunt knw

Whter she was in LOVE vid me

We alwayz encountered on our way.

Bt dunt knw wht 2 say..

der's many thingz i wntz 2 tell

bt afraid as 2 hw she fell(feel)..

2day i saw her vid

A big (: smile :) on her face..,

dunt knw whter

i'll gonna see her again..

She ws d person ,,

whm i loved vid all my HEART

bt nw itz tym 2 say her farewell..

as i knwz she'll never gonna make vid me.. :'((

15 Minutes Till Midnight.........

15 Minutes left of light,

15 Minutes till midnight,

15 minutes that ain't much,

15 minutes you lose touch,

15 minutes till it gets black,

15minutes you can't get back,

15 minutes till midnight,

Last few glimspses of the light,

15 minutes till midnight,

15 minutes till i close my eyes,

15 minutres to say goodbye,

15 minutes just to think,

15 minutes to have a drink,

15 minutes that all i got,

15 minutes it ain't alot,

15 minutes just a blink,

15 minutes that's all you think,

15 minutes thats's what's left,

15 minutes not alot but just enough to tell you how i feel ......

DREAMS

WHEN I WROTE DIS ONE I WAS NOT SURE THAT WILL DIS DREAM COME TRUE BUT YES DREAMS DO COME TRUE I HAVE REALISED IT TODAY....

theres a girl in my dreams

just the perfect girl it seems

long hairs and blue eyes

gets chased by all the guys

i dont know her name

its only me to blame

the most beautiful girl you have ever seen

if you seen her... you'd know what i mean

just the other day

more than words can say

she took me by the hand

and led me to the land

a place where i can go

a place to just lay low

a place you'll never find

cause its only in my mind

only in my mind......only in my mind

the sky is always blue

there's only me and you

the woman in my dreams

she's always there it seems

what i wouldn't do

for all this to be true

we all know i couldn't have you

cause its only in my mind

only in my mind.....only in my mind

one day my dreams will come true

but until then ill always be blue

cause you know ill never find

another girl i want to be mine

your the girl of my dreams

and forever there ..........you will be.............mine

BEFORE YOU GO

youre right

its time to go

be on our way

see this life differently

just one thing

before you go

its been a while

dont you think so

just dont close the door

on the memories

and just one more thing

before you leave

please promise

youll remember me

ill always remember you

so youre right

we should hurry

lets say good-bye

times almost up

and so were walking

out the youngster door

into something more

just one thing

before you go

its been a while

don't you think so

just dont close the door

on the memories

and just one more thing

before you leave

please promise

youll remember me

ill always remember you

youre right

its time to go

be on our way

live this life differently

FRIENDS...........

This is the time,

The Unforgetful time,

for the journey we began together...

seems to reach it's final destination.

We had cherished happy moments together,

helped each other in times of trouble,

walked like a shadow...hand in hand,

crossed every hurdle...supported each other.

But the time speeds up and make us reach

to this place...where we don't know,

whether we'll meet again or not.

I'll carry with me...

the most nostalgic moments from here.

Remember every nook and corner of here.

I made friends with many,

and thanked god for...

the angel like friends he gave me.

BUT WHAT CAN I SAY:

" There Are Countless Stars In The Sky,

Twinkling Every Now And Then.

But I Have Some Special Stars..

Which Are Known As FRIENDS "

JUST A DREAM

LYING ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ROOM INSIDE MY HEAD

CRUSHED BY THE EMOTION AND THE WEIGHT OF WHAT YOU SAID

TIME HAS HELD US PRISONER WE'VE AGED INSIDE OURSELVES

THE MEASURE OF OUR LOSS ONLY OUR INNER DARKNESS TELLS

WE HAVE OUTLIVED OUR IGNORANCE IN A LAND WE ONCE CALLED BLISS

OUR FANTASIES LIE SHATTERED NOW IN THE WAKE OF REALITIES KISS

DON'T TOUCH ME I WILL FADE AWAY

I'M NOT REAL I'M JUST A DREAM AND YOU'RE TOO STRONG TO LET ME TO STAY

DON'T RUSH ME I AM SO AFRAID

THAT IF YOU TASTE OF WHAT I AM YOU'LL TURN IN FEAR AND RUN AWAY

LYING ON OUR BED WITH MY HEART UPON THE FLOOR

STRUGGLING WITH THE MEMORIES OF HOW IT WAS BEFORE

TIME JUST MARCHES ON WE CAN'T RECLAIM THAT WHICH WE'VE LOST

IF WE KNEW WHAT WOULD ENSUE WOULD WE STILL HAVE PAID THE COST

WE HAVE OUTGROWN OUR INNOCENCE STUMBLED BLIND INTO THIS LIGHT

THE TRUTH THAT HAS BEEN REVEALED TO ME LEAVES ME LONGING FOR THE NIGHT

DON'T TOUCH ME I WILL FADE AWAY

I'M NOT REAL I'M JUST A DREAM AND YOU'RE TOO STRONG TO LET ME TO STAY

DON'T RUSH ME I AM SO AFRAID

THAT IF YOU TASTE OF WHAT I AM YOU'LL TURN IN FEAR AND RUN AWAY

DON'T TOUCH ME I WILL FADE AWAY

I'M NOT REAL I'M JUST A DREAM AND YOU'RE TOO STRONG TO LET ME TO STAY

DON'T RUSH ME I AM SO AFRAID

THAT IF YOU TASTE OF WHAT I AM YOU'LL TURN IN FEAR AND RUN AWAY

DON'T BE AFRAID DON'T RUN AWAY

I NEED YOU OH SO BAD PLEASE STAY...........

DROWNING.......

Why are you letting

them do this to me?

You sit there acting

like you cant even see.

Here they go again holding me down

forcing me to breath in the water.

I'm drowning. I'm drowning.

Though I try I can't break these chains.

I know you can feel me coursing through your vains.

Here they go again holding me down,

Forcing me to breath in the water.

I'm drowning. I'm drowning.

My body is now lifeless. You ask "what happened here".

Go ahead ask as if you didn't here my fear

somethings which i wrote in d past.........

Some of the things which I wrote myself I got back to it somehow.... I was just reading them....  hasi bhi aayi aur rona bhi..... bas yahi lga ki kya pta life kahan se kahan le aayi hai.........

WHY I LOVE YOU......

Why I love u…………

U r d most special person in my life. We haven’t met till now den too we r able to share each and everything with each other. The bond of trust between us has grew to such level that is not possible normally. The understanding level we have for each other is really somethong that I cant express in words.


It was 18th of july,2010 when I rreceived a friend request from a girl wid sea green coloured eyes picture as her profile pic on fb. We didn’t knew each other but seeing the fact she was from school I accepted the friendship but I also asked her that do she know me , if no then why did she sent a friend request… she directly answered me that she didn’t knew me but seeing something common such as we were from same school, secondly we had many mutual friends in our list and den finally d best reason was that she told that we share our birthday on the same day.. her simplicity to answer made me realize that she is a girl who is rally innocent enough that in a single talk she is talking so openly… previous to this she also proved lucky to me and I had already told her that how she do proved to be my lucky charm…


Earlier her formal language usage made me think that we wud be just fb frnds. The words such as aap, thanks, sorry and so onjust was too formal.. I did requested her to stop dis and she agreed for it at once.


On 23rd july I think it was her exam of architecture.. I do remember dis date as dis was d day when my fathers birthday was dere.. I asked hw her paper was.. her answer dat the paper was nt so gud made me feel that she was upset and being a friend for a very short time I cudnt saw her in a sad mood.. I tried to make her feel good and finally I succeeded. This normally doesnot happens with me that ki mai kisi ko smjhau aur wo smjh jaye but she was in a few girls jise thodi thodi baat meri smjh mei aayi atleast… I was really happy dat ki mai jo bolna chahta tha she understud easily…


A few days later I was very upset due to some personal problems asuch as my mom went through an operation and I was supposed to leave d city soon.. she was d girl who realized that I was upset and asked me nt to worry.. I expressed all d things which I was undergoing.. it really gave me a relaxing feeling.. first time I think I shared my thoughts so openly wid anyone.. It seemed dat day that I was suffocating inside but jab maine use sab kuch bol diya uske baad I felt relaxed aur usne bahut ache se mjhe smjhaya which lifted my confidence.. I really felt energized..it seemed dat koi mjhe ab smjha sakta hai and I can share my thoughts..


In a few days mjhe ye hi smjh aa gaya tha ki ye ladki bahut hi sensitive hai … choti choti baton pe naraaj ho jati hai aur fir saara gussa khud pe hi utarti hai….


She was similar to me in many aspects….. mere jaisa hi jiddipan puri tarah se andar….Ladai hui to gussa khane pe hi utarne wala hai… fir chahe kuch bhi ho jaye fark nhi padne wala hai chahe tbyat kharab ho khud ki ya na ho….


I don’t know still kaise us ladki ko mjhpe itna jaada trust ho gaya tha kuch hi din mei widout even meeting me dat she became so close frnd of mine…. Usne mjhse pehli baar msg krke ed din kaha tha ki-“ my frnd I need ur help”. I really felt ki she is too alone…. And I have to help her out to d maximum extent I can by supporting her morally…


Maine bahut use smjhaya and jis situation mei wo thi usme use smjhana mushkill tha but den too she understud me and realized dat wat I meant to say to her,…..


Dis girl was upset to a very very high level…. Dheere dheere I don’t know ki hw her trust increased on me and she started sharing things wid me… aur sabse important baat ye thi ki I was able to know wat she is undergoing thru and uske mind me kya thoughts hai…I cud read her mind easily aur aaj tak mjhe iska answer nhi mila hai ki hw I can know her mind thoughts ..


I felt dat she needed a frnd and I was able to help her out….usne mjhse kaha ki she is depressed and it felt to me dat as if I am depressed…


Mjhe pta hai ki depression ka matlab kya hota hai as I too underwent dat depression… aur mai kisi bhi kimat pe apni frnd ko depression me nhi jaane dena chahta tha…. Uske andar mjhe khud ki image dikh rhi thi as if she is my duplicate copy jo apni jindagi se haar maan rhi thi dheere dheere….


Dheere dheere humari dosti aage badhti gayi… mjhe agar thoda sa bhi problem hoti thi to she tried to solve it by giving all d suggestions and finally she was d one who brought smile on my face by any means… kbhi mai use gussa hota tha ki she don’t care of herself to kbhi kbhi meri sweet frnd mjhse gussa ho jati thi because of her care..


Bahut log aaye aur gaye but no one was able to bring a smile in times of trouble to me but something special was dere in her which made her stand out of d crowd for me……. Dheere dheere karke she started trusting me more dan anything in her words it was blindfolded trust…. Kuch bhi ho baat wo mjhse jarur share krti thi and I tried to give answer to her if possible buta kabhi de paaya aur kbhi nhi but she just smiled showing she is satisfied… kbhi bhi mjhse ye nhi kaha ki u r irritating me…..


Kahin na kahin use bhi bahut dhoke mile the apne close ones se aur mjhe firr se lga ki she is d gal jiski story similar hai mjhse…. Wo bhi tut chuki thi aur mai bhi tut chukka tha but jaise taise khud ko smbhaal rha tha aur use mai aur tutne nhi dena chahta tha….


Meri thodi si tbyat kharab hone pe hi mjhe ache se smjhana wo bhi pyari si daant ke saath shayad hi kisi ne kiya ho life mei but she did it/…..


M jhe sirf ek hi darr tha ki kahin uska trust mai tod na du but she assured me dat she has trust ki aisa kbhi nhi hoga…. I too pray dis ki kbhi bhi aisa nhi ho…


Baat baat pe daantna aur shart rkh ke jaise bhi ye mjhse meri care krwa hi leti hai chahe wo rest krna ho dawai lena ho ya fir sone ki baat ho….. really aisi koi frnd ho to it seems dat u r special fr someone and really important…


Kbhi bhi meri fnrd apni koi bhi problem dusro se share nhi krti hai d reason fr it is ki dusre tensed ho jayenge.. itna care jo dusro k liye krta ho wo sach me bahut jaada acha insaan hota hai dil se… really a girl wid golden heart in her…..


Ye wo ladki hai jisne dusro k liye hamesha sacrifice kiye hai,,,,,,, humesha hi khud musibat me padi hai… to automatically heart me ek soft corner create ho jaata hai due to respect and love….


Ye wo insaan thi jisne apni zindagi ki saari sachai mjhe bina hesitate krte hue btayi.. ek ek sach jo koi ladki kbhi kisi ko nhibta skti hai…. Usne mjhe wo sab kuch bta diya just like an open buk she revealed herself to me… ab agar koi itna trust krta ho to wat u feel u know… u r on d top of world… mjhe shayad isse jaada caring understandsin aur straight forward nhi mila aur na hi mila skti hai.. jo bina bole ab bahut kuch smjh jaati hai wo thi meri frnd… aisi ladki ka saath kaun nhi nibhana chahega jo khud se jaada mjh par trust krti ho.... maine kuch bhi nhi kiya hai aaj tak iske liye den too she considers me an angel… I just hope dat I our relationship goes to dat extent which is d maximum limit a relation can go on…. Just hope dat nothing bad happens wid us and I will try nt to let her go away fronm me as she is d ponly one whom I got perfect fr me and if she walks away from me den nothing wud be left in my life….. I will be over completely over as now she is my life and luv,,,,,, love u dear…….. cant express anything more.. I think dis will give u some idea dat why I choosed u…………….

YOU & ME....

I am the rose and you are my thorns

clutching to me, protecting me

I am the sun, you are my rays,

helping me to shine and to be all that I can.

I am the lake, you are my water,

filling me with ideas, dreams,

and hopes for the future.

I am the tree, you are my leaves,

sharing who and what I am

and becoming an important part of my life.

I am the heart, and you are my beat,

beating rhythmically to my happiness,

my fear, my sadness, my excitement.

I am me and you are with me,

to share all that I am,

to share life, love and happiness

ALWAYS.

(written by my someone very special to me i.e my ANGEL)

WAQT NAHI

Har khushi Hai apne Daman Mein,

 Par Ek Hansi Ke Liye Waqt Nahi,

Din Raat Daudti Duniya Mein,

Rukne Ke Liye Waqt Nahi,

Maa Ki Loree Ka Ehsaas To Hai,

 Par Maa Ko Maa Kehne Ke liye Waqt Nahi,

Saare Rishton Ko To Hum Maar Chuke,

 Ab Unhe Dafnane Ka Bhi Waqt Nahi,

Saare Naam Mobile Mein Hain,

Par Dosti Ke Liye Waqt Nahi,

Gairon Ki Kya Baat Karen,

 Jab Apno Ke Liye Hi Waqt Nahi,

Aankhon Mein Hai Neend Badi,

 Par Sone Ka hi Waqt Nahi,

Dil Hai Ghamo Se Bhara Hua,

 Par Rone Ka Bhi Waqt Nahi,

Paison ki Daud Me Aise Daude,

 Ki Thakne ka Bhi Waqt Nahi,

Praye Ehsaso Ki Kya Kadar Karein,

 Jab Apne Sapno Ke Liye Hi Waqt Nahi,

Tu Hi Bata Ae Zindagi,

Iss Zindagi Ka Kya Hoga,

"Ki Har Pal Marne Walon Ko,

Jeene Ka Bhi Waqt Nahi!!"



THE ANATOMY OF A TRUE FRIEND

EYES:

Will always see you for your true self.

Will always see the best in you.

EARS:

Will always have them open to listen.

To really hear what you are saying

MOUTH:

Tell you the truth and give their thoughts

To help talk through things if life gets messy.

SHOULDER:

Will be your strength when you can’t carry yourself.

Will always let you lean on and cry on them.

ARMS:

Will always offer hugs.

Will always make you feel comfortable.

HANDS:

To hold yours when you need a little guidance.

To help you get up when you may fall.

HEART:

To love you for who you are.

Will always have a place for you.

FEET:

To walk with you throughout your life.

To be the very best friend they can be.