WHY I LOVE YOU......

Why I love u…………

U r d most special person in my life. We haven’t met till now den too we r able to share each and everything with each other. The bond of trust between us has grew to such level that is not possible normally. The understanding level we have for each other is really somethong that I cant express in words.


It was 18th of july,2010 when I rreceived a friend request from a girl wid sea green coloured eyes picture as her profile pic on fb. We didn’t knew each other but seeing the fact she was from school I accepted the friendship but I also asked her that do she know me , if no then why did she sent a friend request… she directly answered me that she didn’t knew me but seeing something common such as we were from same school, secondly we had many mutual friends in our list and den finally d best reason was that she told that we share our birthday on the same day.. her simplicity to answer made me realize that she is a girl who is rally innocent enough that in a single talk she is talking so openly… previous to this she also proved lucky to me and I had already told her that how she do proved to be my lucky charm…


Earlier her formal language usage made me think that we wud be just fb frnds. The words such as aap, thanks, sorry and so onjust was too formal.. I did requested her to stop dis and she agreed for it at once.


On 23rd july I think it was her exam of architecture.. I do remember dis date as dis was d day when my fathers birthday was dere.. I asked hw her paper was.. her answer dat the paper was nt so gud made me feel that she was upset and being a friend for a very short time I cudnt saw her in a sad mood.. I tried to make her feel good and finally I succeeded. This normally doesnot happens with me that ki mai kisi ko smjhau aur wo smjh jaye but she was in a few girls jise thodi thodi baat meri smjh mei aayi atleast… I was really happy dat ki mai jo bolna chahta tha she understud easily…


A few days later I was very upset due to some personal problems asuch as my mom went through an operation and I was supposed to leave d city soon.. she was d girl who realized that I was upset and asked me nt to worry.. I expressed all d things which I was undergoing.. it really gave me a relaxing feeling.. first time I think I shared my thoughts so openly wid anyone.. It seemed dat day that I was suffocating inside but jab maine use sab kuch bol diya uske baad I felt relaxed aur usne bahut ache se mjhe smjhaya which lifted my confidence.. I really felt energized..it seemed dat koi mjhe ab smjha sakta hai and I can share my thoughts..


In a few days mjhe ye hi smjh aa gaya tha ki ye ladki bahut hi sensitive hai … choti choti baton pe naraaj ho jati hai aur fir saara gussa khud pe hi utarti hai….


She was similar to me in many aspects….. mere jaisa hi jiddipan puri tarah se andar….Ladai hui to gussa khane pe hi utarne wala hai… fir chahe kuch bhi ho jaye fark nhi padne wala hai chahe tbyat kharab ho khud ki ya na ho….


I don’t know still kaise us ladki ko mjhpe itna jaada trust ho gaya tha kuch hi din mei widout even meeting me dat she became so close frnd of mine…. Usne mjhse pehli baar msg krke ed din kaha tha ki-“ my frnd I need ur help”. I really felt ki she is too alone…. And I have to help her out to d maximum extent I can by supporting her morally…


Maine bahut use smjhaya and jis situation mei wo thi usme use smjhana mushkill tha but den too she understud me and realized dat wat I meant to say to her,…..


Dis girl was upset to a very very high level…. Dheere dheere I don’t know ki hw her trust increased on me and she started sharing things wid me… aur sabse important baat ye thi ki I was able to know wat she is undergoing thru and uske mind me kya thoughts hai…I cud read her mind easily aur aaj tak mjhe iska answer nhi mila hai ki hw I can know her mind thoughts ..


I felt dat she needed a frnd and I was able to help her out….usne mjhse kaha ki she is depressed and it felt to me dat as if I am depressed…


Mjhe pta hai ki depression ka matlab kya hota hai as I too underwent dat depression… aur mai kisi bhi kimat pe apni frnd ko depression me nhi jaane dena chahta tha…. Uske andar mjhe khud ki image dikh rhi thi as if she is my duplicate copy jo apni jindagi se haar maan rhi thi dheere dheere….


Dheere dheere humari dosti aage badhti gayi… mjhe agar thoda sa bhi problem hoti thi to she tried to solve it by giving all d suggestions and finally she was d one who brought smile on my face by any means… kbhi mai use gussa hota tha ki she don’t care of herself to kbhi kbhi meri sweet frnd mjhse gussa ho jati thi because of her care..


Bahut log aaye aur gaye but no one was able to bring a smile in times of trouble to me but something special was dere in her which made her stand out of d crowd for me……. Dheere dheere karke she started trusting me more dan anything in her words it was blindfolded trust…. Kuch bhi ho baat wo mjhse jarur share krti thi and I tried to give answer to her if possible buta kabhi de paaya aur kbhi nhi but she just smiled showing she is satisfied… kbhi bhi mjhse ye nhi kaha ki u r irritating me…..


Kahin na kahin use bhi bahut dhoke mile the apne close ones se aur mjhe firr se lga ki she is d gal jiski story similar hai mjhse…. Wo bhi tut chuki thi aur mai bhi tut chukka tha but jaise taise khud ko smbhaal rha tha aur use mai aur tutne nhi dena chahta tha….


Meri thodi si tbyat kharab hone pe hi mjhe ache se smjhana wo bhi pyari si daant ke saath shayad hi kisi ne kiya ho life mei but she did it/…..


M jhe sirf ek hi darr tha ki kahin uska trust mai tod na du but she assured me dat she has trust ki aisa kbhi nhi hoga…. I too pray dis ki kbhi bhi aisa nhi ho…


Baat baat pe daantna aur shart rkh ke jaise bhi ye mjhse meri care krwa hi leti hai chahe wo rest krna ho dawai lena ho ya fir sone ki baat ho….. really aisi koi frnd ho to it seems dat u r special fr someone and really important…


Kbhi bhi meri fnrd apni koi bhi problem dusro se share nhi krti hai d reason fr it is ki dusre tensed ho jayenge.. itna care jo dusro k liye krta ho wo sach me bahut jaada acha insaan hota hai dil se… really a girl wid golden heart in her…..


Ye wo ladki hai jisne dusro k liye hamesha sacrifice kiye hai,,,,,,, humesha hi khud musibat me padi hai… to automatically heart me ek soft corner create ho jaata hai due to respect and love….


Ye wo insaan thi jisne apni zindagi ki saari sachai mjhe bina hesitate krte hue btayi.. ek ek sach jo koi ladki kbhi kisi ko nhibta skti hai…. Usne mjhe wo sab kuch bta diya just like an open buk she revealed herself to me… ab agar koi itna trust krta ho to wat u feel u know… u r on d top of world… mjhe shayad isse jaada caring understandsin aur straight forward nhi mila aur na hi mila skti hai.. jo bina bole ab bahut kuch smjh jaati hai wo thi meri frnd… aisi ladki ka saath kaun nhi nibhana chahega jo khud se jaada mjh par trust krti ho.... maine kuch bhi nhi kiya hai aaj tak iske liye den too she considers me an angel… I just hope dat I our relationship goes to dat extent which is d maximum limit a relation can go on…. Just hope dat nothing bad happens wid us and I will try nt to let her go away fronm me as she is d ponly one whom I got perfect fr me and if she walks away from me den nothing wud be left in my life….. I will be over completely over as now she is my life and luv,,,,,, love u dear…….. cant express anything more.. I think dis will give u some idea dat why I choosed u…………….

YOU & ME....

I am the rose and you are my thorns

clutching to me, protecting me

I am the sun, you are my rays,

helping me to shine and to be all that I can.

I am the lake, you are my water,

filling me with ideas, dreams,

and hopes for the future.

I am the tree, you are my leaves,

sharing who and what I am

and becoming an important part of my life.

I am the heart, and you are my beat,

beating rhythmically to my happiness,

my fear, my sadness, my excitement.

I am me and you are with me,

to share all that I am,

to share life, love and happiness

ALWAYS.

(written by my someone very special to me i.e my ANGEL)

WAQT NAHI

Har khushi Hai apne Daman Mein,

 Par Ek Hansi Ke Liye Waqt Nahi,

Din Raat Daudti Duniya Mein,

Rukne Ke Liye Waqt Nahi,

Maa Ki Loree Ka Ehsaas To Hai,

 Par Maa Ko Maa Kehne Ke liye Waqt Nahi,

Saare Rishton Ko To Hum Maar Chuke,

 Ab Unhe Dafnane Ka Bhi Waqt Nahi,

Saare Naam Mobile Mein Hain,

Par Dosti Ke Liye Waqt Nahi,

Gairon Ki Kya Baat Karen,

 Jab Apno Ke Liye Hi Waqt Nahi,

Aankhon Mein Hai Neend Badi,

 Par Sone Ka hi Waqt Nahi,

Dil Hai Ghamo Se Bhara Hua,

 Par Rone Ka Bhi Waqt Nahi,

Paison ki Daud Me Aise Daude,

 Ki Thakne ka Bhi Waqt Nahi,

Praye Ehsaso Ki Kya Kadar Karein,

 Jab Apne Sapno Ke Liye Hi Waqt Nahi,

Tu Hi Bata Ae Zindagi,

Iss Zindagi Ka Kya Hoga,

"Ki Har Pal Marne Walon Ko,

Jeene Ka Bhi Waqt Nahi!!"



THE ANATOMY OF A TRUE FRIEND

EYES:

Will always see you for your true self.

Will always see the best in you.

EARS:

Will always have them open to listen.

To really hear what you are saying

MOUTH:

Tell you the truth and give their thoughts

To help talk through things if life gets messy.

SHOULDER:

Will be your strength when you can’t carry yourself.

Will always let you lean on and cry on them.

ARMS:

Will always offer hugs.

Will always make you feel comfortable.

HANDS:

To hold yours when you need a little guidance.

To help you get up when you may fall.

HEART:

To love you for who you are.

Will always have a place for you.

FEET:

To walk with you throughout your life.

To be the very best friend they can be.

A FRIEND.............

A friend is like a flower,

A rose to be exact ,

Or may be like a rand new gate

That never comes unlatched.

A friend is like an owl,

Both beautiful and wise.

Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,

Whose spirit never dies.

A friend is like those blades of grass

You can never mow,

Standing straight, tall, and proud

In a perfect little row.

A friend is like a heart that goes

Strong until the end.

Where would we be in this world

If we didn’t have a friend??????

This friendship sonnet I dedicate to  my friends who are not with me as they are in different cities.... ….( love u all)

We had a friendship pure and true,

Hope its known to all the people,

That the relation we share is profitless,

It’s the relation from our heart bonding each other,

A friendship time could never cease,

That in sad moments, could renew,

And bring to us release,

We had a friendship, you and I,

That was taken much for granted.

We thought that it would never die,

Much like the seed that we have planted.

And in such haste did we forget,

The love required to grow,

And at our feet it shall be set,

Drowning from feelings never shown.

Maybe we can save this seed before its time is through,

For I've never had a friendship, as the one i have with you.

DON’T QUIT AND I WON’T LET YOU QUIT

(DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND)

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

When the roads you’re trudging seems all up hill,

When the funds are low, and the debts are high,

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don’t you quit!

And I won’t ever let you quit!

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As everyone of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure has turned about,

When they might have won had they stuck it out.

Don’t give up though the pace seems slow,

You may succeed with another blow!

But I won’t let you quit!

Success is failure turned inside out,

The silver tint to the clouds of doubt.

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far,

So stick to the task when your hardest hit,

It’s when things seems worst, that you must not quit!

And I think you know me that I won’t let you QUIT!!!!

SOURCE: INTERNET PLUS MYSELF

some pictures for my friends to look at them and inspire from them.... specially I searched for them on the net for a long time and then I am posting it today....

Someone who is not in my life, its just an expectations......


People say that there is always a life partner send with you on this earth with your birth… But it matters how and where to find that partner…. But one expects certain quality which his/her partner should have… Today I was also made to think over this and decide what I think and what does I expect the qualities in my partner…. After a long long thinking over many hours I just made out what my heart and my mind expect from that partner…..


To tell them in words is very difficult but as I was asked I am going to just try what to depict in my own words what I really expect from her….


How to start with????????????? Really hard…………


But let me begin…… the first and the foremost quality she should have in her is that she should understand me…. She should understand my feelings and the mental state without my speaking through which I am going through….. She should be able to judge what I am hoping for and expecting from my life…


She should understand me and my friendship…. She should be more of a friend to me… She should care even for my friends and treat them as if they are her own friend… She should never tell me to get apart from a friend which is the most worst thing I would ever feel and it could be the end of our relations… She should not stop me to do any deed for my friends even if it is going to affect me in anegative sense and benefit my friend… Friendship for me was the greatest relation, it is a greatest relation for me and it will be the greatest relation for me… and I don’t want she should come between this bond of mine… more to tell now she should be intelligent a bit, if not then also she will become in my company(just kidding). I don’t expect a gorgeous or good looking girl I just expect a good and gorgeous hearted girl with a clean soul who never wants bad for anyone… one more major point she should be not over concerned for me who keeps on telling me to take care of myself….


To this I will also add she should understand that if I m busy somewhere she should not be needing an explaination.. she should not be ringing every five minutes…..


If I pay more times to my friends she should not be jealous but she should be happy for this…


These are all the things which I think my partner should have…. Oh!!!!! One more important point she should be able to cope with my anger and short tempered nature which my friends always face….


If I expect these things I think she will also have some expectations… I can just try to care for her but I donot promise that I will be always be able to…. I can just try to read her mind but its not possible that I will be able to do it everytime… I can just promise that I can be avery good friend to her whom whenever she will need, will be near to her and if not possible will be there to render help in the all possible ways which I can… I can just try to solve her all problems and give her all the support which I can give her but I do fail with my friends and its possible that I won’t be able to help her… But I can just try for all the things but not at the cost of loosing my identity… the last thing is possessiveness… I don’t want her or myself to be possessive at all about each other. If we have trust on each other this possessiveness should not come into play… so I need a friend I think who can be my partner..


These are the list of qualities I expect which is really hard to get and I don’t think I will be able to get someone who can tolerate me or in simple words-“BAHUT MUSHKIL HAI JO MUJHE JHEL SAKE.”